Sh*t the Moon Said: A Story of Sex, Drugs, and Ayahuasca by Gerard Armond Powell

Author:Gerard Armond Powell [Powell, Gerard Armond]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9780757320866
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Publisher: Health Communications, Inc.
Published: 2017-12-29T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Six

INTEGRATION

There’s a reason you’re holding this book in your hands right now. There’s a purpose behind your reading these words. I don’t want to seem overly mystical, but I’m tempted to say you’ve been called by your destiny to pick up this book. Let’s just say there’s a reason. It’s up to you to understand exactly what that reason is. That’s part of the work you need to do for yourself. I can’t do it for you, which is a good thing. Because when you do it for yourself, the reward you get will be something that you’ve fully earned.

As you do this work of reconnecting or integrating your soul self, there will be days that I like to call “days of ups and downs.” You may feel like a tremendous revelation is happening for you, like you’re seeing the Pacific Ocean or the stars in the sky for the first time. That’s a kind of euphoria, an intense and crazy high. And then a little while later you may feel like you’re getting nowhere, and that all this talk is just a waste of time.

Those contradictory feelings can happen in quick succession, sometimes in the same hour or certainly in the same day. But the key thing you need to learn is how all of that is part of the same process, and that whatever you’re

feeling is exactly what you’re supposed to be feeling based on where your consciousness is right now. Don’t take any of those up-and-down feelings at face value. Don’t judge the process of finding your miracle based on those feelings.

That’s a key message you need to understand.

Even if this is an unusually up-and-down day, even if you’re feeling really high or really low at this moment, try to identify exactly what is causing you to pick up this book and read these words right now. What is the problem you need to solve? What is the issue you’re working on? Try to be as specific as possible about it. Maybe there’s a conflict in an important relationship. Maybe there’s something going on in your career. What are you supposed to do? Those things can be very important, and I don’t mean to minimize their importance, but for the moment let’s call them “the little questions.” How are they little? They’re little because if you really engage with them, you’ll start to get a very big answer. The big answer will dwarf the little questions, and the answer is always love.

That may seem like an overly simple answer right now. It may even seem like a cliché. But when you start to experience it by focusing very intently on the concerns in your life, you’ll see what it really means.

When you see the beauty of that, you’ll see how much

bigger the answer is compared to the question you’re asking. When you see the love that’s the essence of the system you’re in, you’ll know that it’s much bigger than

“Should I look for a new apartment?”

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